Funny how things change in so little time
i just spent an entire year and some months trying to get pregnant. go figure. all that talk of not getting preggers. we're due in may! :)
i just spent an entire year and some months trying to get pregnant. go figure. all that talk of not getting preggers. we're due in may! :)
i am SO not ready to have another kid. i thought that if we had a contraceptive mishap that i would be fine. but when my 'riod was a whole 6 hours late this past week, one would have thought i was knocking on death's door.
so, i hope you are all sitting down, cuz you are not going to behive this one...no i'm not pregnant. as of last week, my husband and ainsley's father are in charge of getting ainsley up in the morning, dressing her, feeding her and taking her to school. yup, and she hasn't fallen apart yet or gone to school looking white trash. her hair isn't really done, but it is brushed so what more can a girl ask for?! i mean really, this is the ex-husband and current husband working as a team and it is actually working....i think i'm still in shock.....
im now on the merchandising and art committee for CCRG so unfortunately for the readers of the blog, you now have me soliciting you! if anyone is in the charm city area, we are having a car wash at the otto bar (howard street downtown) on sunday august 28th from 11am-7pm. proceeds go to support CCRG closed skates and practices. thank you for your support. skate on ladies....
i've been thinking about my meems and her comments on my blog about me and my bloody drawers, and i think i have lost my mind. i mean, i remember rolling down the stairs with my hot pink drawers in my hand (they were my favorite ones) and i was very upset.and hot. i was pissed to have to get the 'riod. i was pissed that the pad made noise when i walked across the room let alone running down the soccer fields. i was pissed in general which i might be able to just blame on the birth of my brother (mom, is that when it started"?!) i'm crazy i know. maybe i have made myself belive that i shoved them. maybe from my perspective i did. but i remember it sucked and i hated every minute of it. i have to say that i have grown used to it now, but i still think it sucks and i cannot wait for it to be over. while i hear the "change" sucks too. i still hate it. poor meems. i hope i didn't totally offend you meems.
so i went to have a burger with my husband on our usual saturday night date. we LOVE red robin which is quite ironic since the redheaded giant asshole is a manager there. anyway last week when we went, my husbands balls shriveled up when we walked in the door. at least that's what he claims! there were 20, yes 20, 10 year olds at a table with like 2 adults who didn't have control of the situation and red robin had been taken over. not to offend, but ewww. it is moments like this that make me snap out of any child bearing mindset and feel the need to just take what i have and run. or skate. i cannot be a CCRG with a bun in the oven! i love my ainsley and i think that for now i'm content. we'll keep you posted on the procreation plans, but right now i just want to skate and hang some curtains. don't count me out yet cara! we do still have an appointment with a high risk doc in september! i promise!
so, i have some issues (like that isn't obvious) so i'm just gonna get it out there.
now i know the recent posts have been a bit frantic and all about the puberty thing. however, i think that my insanity had been taken over by my stress about my state board exam that was a two week process and is finally over. and thank god i passed, because my husband would have had to put my ass in sh. pratt if i didn't. i haven't had a good night's sleep in about a month (sorry cara, i know i shouldn't complain about that one)but after the test on monday and work on tuesday, i slept for about 12 hours tuesday and another 8 on wednesday plus a 2 hour nap. sheesh. i guess when your head isn't filled with crap like compressions to rescue breath ratios for infants/children/neonates and adults, and the fact that your nine year old has titty balls, you can get a good nights sleep! i just wanted to say thanks to my BTB that have supported my endeavor and to thank my girl ainster for inspiration. it's all for you monster.
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